Wednesday, August 08, 2007
I stood alone by myself until the bazaar started.I felt totally left out.I was angry yet nothing was done.It was all my fault,is it not?If I had not befriend him in the first place,what happened today would not happen.If friends really exists,they would not forget about you,not even say left you out,is it not?The feeling of being left out is terrible but friends are the saviour to that.If someone can left you out totally and be with your disliked,do you still call that person a 'friend'?
I am hurt.But not the first time.I have been hurt again and again.The discomfort that I feels,I thought my friends can ease.But I was wrong,so wrong.I am the sacrifice,everytime.When asked to choose between me and x,I am never chosen.Perhaps I should not be so stupid and wake up.Originally I thought today would turn out great,I hoped to have fun with my buddies but who knows?It was all ruined.Why is it that I always have to give in to people and nobody give in to me once or twice?But I should be more understanding is it not?I should be more mature and give in.Yes this is what I always do,that is why today I still end up in such a state.
But who cares?It is not their problem,it is mine.Always mine.Everything will be back to normal on Monday.Because I DESERVED to be treated in such a manner.They could not care more,it does not pain them.I will just have to arrange my own emotions and pretend that nothing happened,as always.This will be the last time,once and for all,that I will be hurt.I would not be so silly anymore and mind about these things.I will just let things pass and forgets.Hope true friends appears when I enter Polytechnic.
Today is Mummy's birthday.But because of what happened earlier,my day is spoilt.I will try hard and get myself into a happier mood because these things are not worth me griefing over.Later I will be with YiRui,hope she helps me get over it.Happy Birthday Mummy!!!!
*I am gonna get HIGH!!!!!!!!WOOHOOOOO!!!!*
*Jiayan*
♥ Leehom @ 2:24 PM
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Been given a Gemini crazy hormones since Day 1,extremely crappy,
nature,and my life is filled up with caring-cum-lovely friends
who makes up my sunshiney days!=>
Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves♥ : Leehom Wang's cellphone number~!
knitted clothings!
His Heart.Beat album!x2
A wholesome working speaker for my computer:D
Loves♥♥ :
My MOTHER!!!♥
LEEHOM!♥♥♥(don't get me wrong,I love my mother much,much more!)
My iPod touch & MP3 which gets me in touch with his music!
Leehom's [EVERYTHING] with or without brackets;>
Hommie!!♥(soft toy number1)
Milio!!♥(soft toy number2)P.S. he sleeps wif me everynight!(Opps!I shldn't disclose?)
Religion & my dearest~warmy FRIENDS! Special dedication to
AMELIA ♥ & MEIXUAN ♥ who spent all their time(okay,shld i say most of?)in Taiwan with me!
Love ya girly-girls!=D
Hates XXX :
Daddy for always doingsilly things & adding to my fustrations.
Attitude people,who always think that they are NV in the wrong.
Selfishers who only thinks about themselves and their fishmongers!
Disgusting people who nv look in their mirror before saying
they're HAMsome or BILLtiful or PEELtiful or wateva~fool.
Woman who digged her nose in a public bus thinking that
no one had seen her disgraceness when a neibouring bus of 40++ students
had caught her in the act.
Irresponsible people who don't know how to take care of
everything by themselves,
AKA 大少爷s (big`young` masters) & the 大小姐s! xxx (big`little`missies)
Heart Beat.mp3 - 王力宏Leehom Wang
Stephanie!:)♥
Liting!;)♥
Yupin!:]♥
MunQing!=p♥
HengLi!=]♥
Brian!;]♥
Lorriane♥
CJ not 7!:p♥
if ur really my buddy,u shld noe tis' urs?;p♥
XinYan!:>♥
Amelia!:D♥
MeiXuan!=D♥
SeaMan!;>♥
TingWei♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
August 2007
September 2007
November 2007
January 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
November 2008
December 2008
Daddy for always doing
Attitude people,who always think that they are NV in the wrong.
they're HAMsome or BILLtiful or PEELtiful or wateva~fool.
Woman who digged her nose in a public bus thinking that
no one had seen her disgraceness when a neibouring bus of 40++ students
had caught her in the act.
Irresponsible people who don't know how to take care of
everything by themselves,
AKA 大少爷s (big`young` masters) & the 大小姐s! xxx (big`little`missies)
Music ♥
Gossips ♥
Runaway-s ♥
Stephanie!:)♥
Liting!;)♥
Yupin!:]♥
MunQing!=p♥
HengLi!=]♥
Brian!;]♥
Lorriane♥
CJ not 7!:p♥
if ur really my buddy,u shld noe tis' urs?;p♥
XinYan!:>♥
Amelia!:D♥
MeiXuan!=D♥
SeaMan!;>♥
TingWei♥
Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart
Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
Reminiscing ♥
July 2007August 2007
September 2007
November 2007
January 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
November 2008
December 2008